Larry Pettit has been in the ministry for forty-eight years. He has been a pastor, evangelist and traveled to foreign fields. He has pastored churches in the Bible Missionary Church, Pilgrim Nazarene Church, and Independent denominations. His ministry includes head pastor responsibilities, as an evangelist preaching revivals, youth camps and family camps across the nation. He has taken his ministry to New Guinea, two times to Moscow, Russia, two times to India and London, England. He married his High-School sweetheart, Lizzy and has three children, Melissa, Nathan and Matthew. This book is about the roller coaster ride of emotions he experienced after the sudden death of Lizzy.